SEDATED

sinking into depression
i need a way out
a quick relief I guess
to prevail over my doubts
the scene is not inviting
danger is creeping around
one small mistake
my ship will run aground

my strength is dwindling
the vision is not clear
i’m hallucinating
there are voices that I hear
shadows are chasing me
i am running into oblivion
my space is shrinking
i can no longer carry on

sedate me, sedate me
i need a quick reprieve
feel nothing
feel nothing
i want to fall asleep

the dose isn’t enough
my mind is still awake
my world’s still moving
i need to hit the break
my heart is pounding
i can feel it in my chest
sedate me, sedate me
i need to take a rest

all I need is time
to slowly recuperate
regain my strength
to unlock the prison’s gate
i will rise above my fears
remove the ghost that I created
but for the meantime
please still keep me sedated

sedate me, sedate me
i need a quick reprieve
feel nothing
feel nothing
i want to fall asleep

i will rise above my fears
remove the ghost that I created
but for the meantime
please keep my mind sedated

RMP
7/14/2013